TO MY DAD!!!

TO MY DAD....LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU...

"DON'T CRY FOR ME"


...As I lay here "sleep" in my fitted bed,
I'm consumed with all the happy and
free from all the sad.

Free from all the misery that has driven my soul free,
Free from all the negative,
"Don't cry for me."


Free from all the doctor's who wanted to give up on me,
Free from all the pain of needles,
"Don't cry for me."


Free from self-pity, heartache, and pain
God has set my soul free so that I may fly again.


Twelve suffering years,
it's like dying at a slow pace,
don't cry for me family,
for I'm in a better place.


Instead rejoice and up-lift, for today my souls at peace,
bow your precious heads in silence,
but don't you dare "CRY FOR ME...."See More

IF I DIE TOMORROW

Touch my heart and feel my pain
Look me in the eyes taste my tears
You don't understand how much I've cried
If I died tomorrow would you shed tears
Would you mourn for me
As I write down this words
I leave a part of me on this page
Written in the form of poetry
Now I'm shedding tears hoping
That you remember this Poet
If I die tomorrow

HEAVEN

You ask for entry
Where is your book of dreams
Where is your bag of accomplishments
Your book is empty, save your desire to go to heaven
Your bag has nothing
What did you do?
Did you not dream?
Did you just stand at the crossroads and not move in one direction, or another?
Did you not take chances?
Did you love?
Did you care?
Tell me.
Go back
Go back now!
Fill that book with dreams
Fill that bag with accomplishments
Take some chances

I gave you the intellect to accomplish anything you wanted
I gave you the cunning to make sound decisions
I gave you the creativity to dream good dreams
And you stood there and did nothing
Loved nothing
Cared about no one

Come back when you are ready
And entry thru these gates will be guaranteed
Robert Truitt:
these pearly gates of heaven.

WE ARE

We are!


WE ARE ONLY A SUM OF THE THINGS WE HAVE LIVED
AND LOSE NOR GAIN ANYMORE THAT JUST WHAT WE GIVE
...THERFORE IM............
PAIN .....IM JOY IM THE LAUGHTER OF A LIL BOY
IM STRESS .......IM RELIEF .....
IM THE HONOR AMONGST THE THIEVES .....
IM THE BRIGHTNESS OF A SUNRISE
THE TEARS IN A FATHERS EYES ...
THE SOUND OF THUNDER ON LONELY NIGHTS
THAT MANIFEST ALL OUR UNDENIABLE FRIGHTS...
THE SORROW OF HEART THATS BROKEN ......
THE GIFT FROM A CHILD NO MATTER HOW SMALL THE TOKEN.
THE PROUD FATHER OF HIS OLDEST SON
THE REASON TO SMILE WHEN U THOUGHT THERE WASNT ONE
THE HAPPINESS A LOVER FEELS JUST FROM A SINGLE TOUCH
THE ONE U KNEW U WOULD MISS BUT UNEVER KNEW JUST HOW MUCH .........SEE I
BELIEVE THE LONGER I LIVE THE MORE I GIVE THE I SHALL RECIEVE .........AND
WHEN MY DAYS END FOR MY SOUL DEAR FRIEND U SHOULD NEVER GRIEVE ........CUZ I
WAS A SUM OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE LIVE AND THE BEST OF EVERY THING I GIVESee More

THE UGLY DUCKLING

Her self conscious has talken so many hits you'd think it'd be high by now/
Nappy hair, goofy glasses, mom tells her 2 keep her head left up/
But her confidence slides right down/ In hallways/ She feels incarcerated all day/
She falls away/ In2 a daze/ So its like she never even saw the day/
They saw away/ In2 her interior/ Like maggots/ ...On her inferior/ fashion/
Ignoring/ Her roaring/ Passion/ She stashes/ Madness/ and the sadness/
Of her thoughts way away/

Oh, ugly duckling/ Ducking/ When aint nobody even bucking/
1 day you'll go from that caterpillars' shape/ 2 a butterflys' shape/
Than fly away/ But she believes there lies/ looking father in the eyes/
And deny/ Why??/ When his lips collide/ And a tide/ Takes your pride/
On a ride/ Of compliments splashin/ Compassion/ And u fasten/
A belt of hope around/ You're frown/ And it drowns/ And smiles arise/=)
Like the sun/ On the suns of a gun/ Dark as space minus the stars that shine/
1 day you'll align/ Beside/ And eclipse all doubters/ And mom and dad a never be prouder/ Let haters play/ Their songs of dismay/ A lil louder/
Even the clouds can crowd ya/ N storm away/ 40 days and 40 nights/
Ler your faith be the noah's arc that keeps you upright/

Until you're ready 2 break from that cocoon/ And harpoon/ The moon/
If he so much as moves your mood/ And when the dram conclusions/
Conclude/ and cartoon/ them out laughing at their sarcasm/
Nappy hair flat iron out now/ Glasses 2 contacts left in the case/ jus in case/
Cause that boy that saw the grace/ In ugly ducklings face/ Still likes that style/
Grandpa and grandma proud/ As new lil ducklings run around/ Jus as wild/
Oh, ugly duckling/ unducking/ And swaning around/ Look at you now/ WOW/See More

BACK STABBING FRIENDS

back stabbing friends,,,,,,,,,,

-Im sorry did my back hurt you're knife?

-Never turn you're back on a friend, thats the best target.
...
-While you're stabbing my back, you can kiss my azz too.

-All the mistakes in the world couldnt measure up to the day i thought i could trust you.

-Yeah, being apathetic is a pathetic way to be...
but I don't care, what matters to you does not matter to me

-When your up, your friends know who you are.
When you're down, you know who your friends are.

-You can't laugh last If I stab you in the throat with...the knife you left in my back.

-I was the one who said things changed;
you were the one who proved it.

-Friendship is not capable of ending
For if it ends it is only because it never existed.

-I'll never forget what you did to me, but I'll never let you know I remember.

only the guilty will get offended and they call me friend smdhSee More

COLORED

And you calling me colored??When I born, I black.When I grow up, I black.When I go in sun, I black.When I scared, I black.When I sick, I black.And when I die, I still black.And you white people.When you born, you pink.When you grow up, you white.
When you go in sun, you red.When you cold, you blue.When you scared, you yellow.When you s...ick, you green And when you die, your grey…

And you calling me colored??

BROKEN

Broken hearts, love's deceit,pieces fall down to my feet.
Broken promises, love's a lie,puddles form from tears I cry.
Broken dreams, love's illusion,sorrowed because of your intrusion.
Broken hope, love's a game,doesn't last, ends the same.
Broken sleep, love's the cause,digs at me with sharpened claws.
...Broken spirit, love of sorrow,stolen now is my tomorrow.
Broken life, love is lost,Broken now and that's the cost.

AS YET UNTITLED

As I ponder the love that I saw in his eyes,
A Godly love, given without compromise....
I recall many times that he stood by my side,
And prodded me on with great vigor and pride.

...His voice ever confident, firm and yet fair,
Always speaking with patience, tenderness and care.
The power and might of his hands was so sure,
I knew there was nothing we couldn't endure.

It's true, a few others provided insight,
Yet, he laid the foundation that kept me upright.
He's the grandest of men to have lived on this earth,
Although he's not royal by stature or birth.

He's a man of great dignity, honor and strength.
His merits are noble, and of admirable length.
He's far greater than all other men that I know,
He's my Dad, he's my mentor, my friend and hero.

HIS PRAYER

Dear Jesus, I come to you now with a broken heart and a weary spirit. I dont know how I can carry on each day knowing that a part of me had already gone, never ever to return. Can I ever be complete again? Can I ever smile again at the coming of a new day? Day after day I miss him more and more. Day after day my longing grows but it c...an never be fulfilled. How can I possibly live my life again? How do I overcome this feeling that I am now all alone and I shall always be alone or the rest of my life? How do I let go? The places we’ve been to, the celebrations we had together, they will never be the same. The emptiness in my heart is so big I can no longer breathe sometimes.
Help me O God! The pain of separation seems more painful to me than death itself. I don’t know how much longer I can carry on. Help me carry on this day Lord. Help me to let go, I pray. Though I may not forget, help me to remember how you have always carried me through. Though the pain may not yet go away, assist me in carrying this cross with hope in my heart.
Let me not forget the people who love me and assist me in this hour of need. May I find strength in them, consolation in the generosity of their hearts. And whenever I’m afraid, let there always be a hand to hold on to, a smile to brighten up my path. Send down your angels Lord and may I recognize your hand upon your every gift and blessing. Give me something to do that I may not feel useless, yet teach me also to rest knowing all will be well after the long dark night.
You are my Rock and my Provider, Savior and Defender, Friend and Lover who will never ever let me down. You will lead me through this day. You will fill my every hour with peace, my every moment with thoughts of your love. I cannot bear the burdens of tomorrow but I will offer you all that I have today. Today is yours O God. This moment is yours. Embrace me and take my hand. I am in your heart. I am safe. I am loved.

IF

If it feels uncomfortable, DON'T do it!
If you can’t pronounce it, DON'T say it!
If you can’t cook it, DON'T burn it!
If you can’t fit it, DON'T buy it!
If it’s dirty, DON'T wear it!
...If colors don’t match, maybe it’s NOT the season for it!
If your weave ain’t right, please DON'T gel it!
If you wear men skinny leg jeans, DON'T try to gangsta-sag it!
If he’s married, DON'T attempt it!
If she’s a lesbian, DON'T try to stick it!
If he’s gay, DON'T try to work it!
If it doesn’t fit, DON'T force it!
If kids involved, DON'T come between it!
If you get pissed off, step AWAY from it!
If you don’t understand it, DISSECT it!
If you can’t find it, BACKTRACK to it!
If you can’t find the pleasure in it, ENJOY the peace from it!
If you can’t change it, ACCEPT the serenity in it!
If God don’t approve, know His hands is NOT in it!
If you believe in a different God... "DON'T" blame my GOD on it!See More